the reason so many characters who "use humor to mask the pain" or "are assholes with hearts that care DEEP down" are mischaracterized in fan content is because fans would like to explore the more vulnerable side implied but not shown all the time in the source, but in doing so forget the outer layer the character actually acts like most of the time, which then echoes as fans begin to immerse themselves in fan content exclusively without going back to the source for a long time. that is to say that you cant separate the outside self a character presents to others from their inner self and insecurities they are and have inside - they may have issues, but theyre still funny and/or an asshole
Gonna make this kind of a catch all post for the stuff we need and were gonna get with the refund. I need some hygiene stuff, mainly a pair of nail clippers. Plus I need to buy dresses to replace the ones we had to leave as well as some underwear and I want to get my wife clothes to replace the ones she had to leave as well. I also need to cover some loans I took out to cover food and other stuff for us. Again we're two disabled trans women trying our best.
Cash app: $cmder
PayPal: https://PayPal.me/agieocean
$160/$300 raised
Hi if we could get $20 for now I'd be set for the next couple of days unless something comes up
I mean, you can, for a while but WOOOOOO that burn out! It’s so much harder to get back up from that. Seems like a solution, but it’s a Pyrrhic one. Win one battle with a deadline, burn everything else to the ground for years - or even a lifetime.
I’m still recovering from this. I don’t know if I’ll ever really recover from it.
Another thing about self-loathing: when I DO motivate myself into accomplishing something...
there is no sense of accomplishment. No victory. Nothing good was done. Regardless of the size, difficulty, and duration.
Not sure if I'll ever recover from that, either










